Where are the 'letters'?

Well..my life has changed dramatically in last one and half month.

I had thought of writing short stories and observations,but life took a unfortunate turn(which I should write later,as I am in no mood and need to be introspective best to write that).

I was going thru waves of emotions and thoughts and suddenly got a message from chat-friend(which I used to do for interacting with people from different walks of life and sharing knowledge and in process find a friend if such things are possible).Anyways,the message was for inquiring my 'haal-chaal'(my status and well being).I found it very difficult to answer it plainly as I have turned very serious about life and trying to cope-up with uncertainties and puzzles life keeps throwing to you.But I made an honest attempt to state the emotion in chat box.In old days,people used to write letters and we used to wait for days and months for those little bundles of life,emotion and love and these days we still write mails but with sea-change,we sms but avoid calls and chat and make friends but chicken out when we need to be counted out as friends(these are my views,please no offense intended)..I mean we are so well connected but still we are so far and disconnected.I will not dwell upon the reasons but I do believe in being in sync and being connected,,but that's me!!


Carrying on with inquiring of my state,I am posting here pieces of my honest reply which somehow states how it is,when...

aapka msg dekha..lekin online kam hota hun..mann nahi karta

rahi yaad karne ki baat..to apko sirf chat pe hi mila hun

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rahi mere mann ki baat..to mann mein sau baatein hai

aur meri baaton ka kinara nahi

sochta hu ki kisi se baith kar baaten karun..

lekin koi apna nahi milta...sab ki apni zindagi hai-aur main nahi chahta ki meri wajah se kisi ka samay jaye..

yun to bahut log kahne ko apne hain..lekin...

sab mujhse samajhdari hi expect karte hain

sab kuch ka solution dhundne wala

(1:52 PM)-----

chat par sirf baatein ho sakti hain...

mann ki baat mushkil hai

kyuki aapko pata nahi hota ki samne wala kya soch raha hai

kya likh raha hai aur kya hav bhav hain???

tab bhi thoda bahut likhne ki koshish ki hai...

khair duniya thodi badal chuki hai
aur sab log apni apni zindagi mein uljhe huye hain-kuch jaan bhuj kar aur kuch wakt ki meherbani ke karan...

main bhi kaam mein apne ko vyast rakhta hun,aur bache huye wakt mein kuch yaadein,kuch soch aur apne aap ke sath guzarta hun..
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aajkal kam baatein karan ka mann karta hai...ya yun kahiye ki din bhar apne clients ke sath baat karta hun...apni baat karne ka na mann karta hai aur na samay-aur rahi baat mann ki sau baaton ka...toh mann ka kya hai?bas thodi bahut guzar jati hai aur usi se hum guzaar lete hain..

umeed karta hun,maine dimag mein dard nahi diya...-----------------

I remember,we used to write letters like that only,atleast i have seen many such letters,and may be written one or two...The letters have left us!! haven't they?

--Remember,when going gets tough,the tough get going!!